There is no point of dying now . 

Yes, you might feel you are cooked and there is no point of going forward,  but think about the murderer who still thriving with full of joy without any remorse.  Compare to him you did nothing and there is only one life, so just wait for the end and see what happens. Maybe something good or more worse happens.  But hay, that's something new and that's life. 

So live for a moment.